Senin, 02 Agustus 2010
yup,, thx to 2 of friends who remind me that everything happen for a reason,,
my wrong decision will have a bright future in 9 months ,,, but... why i still have a hard feeling to do it??
why i still have a guilty feeling to do this? i'm not comfy with all of them..! how they talk, how they share,, everything they did to us,, i hate that,, even they're my friends,, i'm not respect to them coz how they act,,
i can't enjoy my organization :'(
and i don't know why i feel so depress and down,, i can't hold my tears ,, (bisa di bilang jadi cengeng!)
but,, i know i have struggling with all of this situation,, only 9 months,, and show them u can do it,,
and believe God will guide me,, lead me in a great way,, no matter if i'm alone or stress,, still have Him ,,
just can say to my self,,,
God has done the best for me,, fight fight..!!
my wrong decision will have a bright future in 9 months ,,, but... why i still have a hard feeling to do it??
why i still have a guilty feeling to do this? i'm not comfy with all of them..! how they talk, how they share,, everything they did to us,, i hate that,, even they're my friends,, i'm not respect to them coz how they act,,
i can't enjoy my organization :'(
and i don't know why i feel so depress and down,, i can't hold my tears ,, (bisa di bilang jadi cengeng!)
but,, i know i have struggling with all of this situation,, only 9 months,, and show them u can do it,,
and believe God will guide me,, lead me in a great way,, no matter if i'm alone or stress,, still have Him ,,
just can say to my self,,,
God has done the best for me,, fight fight..!!
I AM
GRUMPY.
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