Sabtu, 14 Agustus 2010
seriously,, i need to struggling for 9 months... come on come on,, waktu cepatlah berlalu...!!
IPK harus naik lagi,, dan segeralah berakhir hari2 yang buruk di dalam tempat itu
IPK harus naik lagi,, dan segeralah berakhir hari2 yang buruk di dalam tempat itu
I AM
GRUMPY.
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Jumat, 06 Agustus 2010
ya ya ya.. after quality talking with Mr. D,, jadi terpikir track hidup c.. yang uda bener2 ilang arah..!
back to know my God more and more,, then impian buat kerja and punya rumah bagus dll :D
jadi yang harus dilakukan adalah
kuliah lulus 1 1/2 tahun lagi, kerja ampe bisa ambil S2, kuliah S2 di luar (klo bisa) kerja lagi, terus d kerja nabung dll..
selain itu,, pelayanan sm HPDT harus di benerin juga..! biar ga gampang memiliki perasaan ga enak atau tergoda dari hasutan teman2 ..!
makin kesini keliatan kok mana yang true friend mana yang bukan.!
ampun ampun nie,, nahan emosi biar ga sumpah serapah... walau sempet kuar ;(
sabaar...sabaar...
back to know my God more and more,, then impian buat kerja and punya rumah bagus dll :D
jadi yang harus dilakukan adalah
kuliah lulus 1 1/2 tahun lagi, kerja ampe bisa ambil S2, kuliah S2 di luar (klo bisa) kerja lagi, terus d kerja nabung dll..
selain itu,, pelayanan sm HPDT harus di benerin juga..! biar ga gampang memiliki perasaan ga enak atau tergoda dari hasutan teman2 ..!
makin kesini keliatan kok mana yang true friend mana yang bukan.!
ampun ampun nie,, nahan emosi biar ga sumpah serapah... walau sempet kuar ;(
sabaar...sabaar...
I AM
GRUMPY.
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Senin, 02 Agustus 2010
yup,, thx to 2 of friends who remind me that everything happen for a reason,,
my wrong decision will have a bright future in 9 months ,,, but... why i still have a hard feeling to do it??
why i still have a guilty feeling to do this? i'm not comfy with all of them..! how they talk, how they share,, everything they did to us,, i hate that,, even they're my friends,, i'm not respect to them coz how they act,,
i can't enjoy my organization :'(
and i don't know why i feel so depress and down,, i can't hold my tears ,, (bisa di bilang jadi cengeng!)
but,, i know i have struggling with all of this situation,, only 9 months,, and show them u can do it,,
and believe God will guide me,, lead me in a great way,, no matter if i'm alone or stress,, still have Him ,,
just can say to my self,,,
God has done the best for me,, fight fight..!!
my wrong decision will have a bright future in 9 months ,,, but... why i still have a hard feeling to do it??
why i still have a guilty feeling to do this? i'm not comfy with all of them..! how they talk, how they share,, everything they did to us,, i hate that,, even they're my friends,, i'm not respect to them coz how they act,,
i can't enjoy my organization :'(
and i don't know why i feel so depress and down,, i can't hold my tears ,, (bisa di bilang jadi cengeng!)
but,, i know i have struggling with all of this situation,, only 9 months,, and show them u can do it,,
and believe God will guide me,, lead me in a great way,, no matter if i'm alone or stress,, still have Him ,,
just can say to my self,,,
God has done the best for me,, fight fight..!!
I AM
GRUMPY.
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