Jumat, 28 Desember 2007

♥ .....................................

Happy after a lil bit shopping in Bandung... Forget all my probs...........

Knp ya.. ku sk ngrasa dilupakan dgn mereka.... or sumtimes ku agak "jealous" not jealous dgn apa2....... tp ya physicaly I'm the worst^^.. (not funny i think).... Maybe I have to try hard to fix it...hahaha ha ha.....

But, sumtimes,,, I'm not in the mood to stay together 4 long time with them............

Last week was our raker... and it's the worst raker I've ever done....
Worst koor... worst coordination... moody....
I wanted to talk with sum1.. but it's hard... becoz, he/she seemed like didn't want to hear bout that,,, and I dunno how to say it.........

I'm not comfort with them......... I dunno why,,, maybe just my negative thinking... but, it always come when I go with them......... and in the x-mas eve... I felt the worst uncomfort feeling in my heart when I've to gone away with them,,,,,,,,

MOved to another car, it's ridiculous.........and went home with the same car, but actually there's another car went to the same way with me...........

Gosh....... what should I do..... become more close to You............................ I wanna that..................

Yeah.......... that's my last part of my life.... the worst and the last part of my life in this year,,,,,,,,,,Maybe not all the part I wrote,,,, there're many part that i couldn't write..........

Hope i'll get a new spirit in new year.....

MERRY X-MAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
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Jumat, 21 Desember 2007

♥ HHMMMMM..................

Akhirnya.... Selesai juga rakernya.... Tapi, masi banyak yang harus dikerjakan dan dipikirkan untuk Valentine and program lain

FEEL STRONG WITH GOD's POWER!!!!

HH.....
Crazy... Tired..... Lonely..... Forgotten............ That's what I'm feel now...
Not comfort and moody with them........... Even I can smile in front of them
but, it's sad in my heart.....

Huf.... pngen nonton!!!!! jalan2!!!!!
Boro2 ada yang mau nemenin....
Wong uda asik ndiri2 kok.........................................

ARGH!!!!! NEED REFRESHING!!!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
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Selasa, 18 Desember 2007

♥ Why I'm feeL so Lonely

Not comfort with pngurus........
Knp ya dia brubah sm skali sikapnya sm ku??
Bener2 not my old bro gt.........
All of my friends forgotten me.................................
That's what i'm feel................

I wanna dissapear from here......... find new air..,
become new me???
But i dunno how....................

T_T
So SAD!!

I AM GRUMPY.
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Minggu, 16 Desember 2007

♥ MO0dy...........

Adakah salah kalau kita tiba2 mudy??

Tak ada sebab... tapi badmud....Maybe monthly guest will come...^^

Ada sesuatu yang membuatku tak nyaman di kepngurusan...
Haruskah begini??
Knp jadi mundur....

Sepertinya i'm back to the past... like an old pethir....
Get angry easily............HUHU

But, finally,, x-mas' done... Puas and senang melayani dengan sepenuh hati!!!
Thx my partner and my singer.. and thx to our great musician the humble!!!!

I AM GRUMPY.
23.19
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Minggu, 09 Desember 2007

♥ BIAR CINTA TETEP AWET...

Buat all boys and girls yang lagi masa pacaran... ini kutipan tips biar awet dari majalah gadis edisi tahunan 2008...

1.Tidak sia-siain kesempatan
Dari awal pacaran,kita mang uda niat buat kasi dan usaha jadi pacaar yang ok. Jadi ga cuma manfaatin dia doank

2. Sejinak merpati dan semanis kucing
Ciptain "sparkling" dalam hubungan. Tiru merpati yang jinak tp pergi klo dideketin. Jadi Ga usah ngekor sama pacar trus, cari kegiatan ndiri juga. Biar kangen and dia cari perhatian lagi,biar bisa deket lagi. Ato kucing yang manis dan manja tapi klo disakiti kluarin cakar tajam. Kita juga bisa manja, tp tegas klo dia kurang ajar

3. Ciptakan aura romantis
gaya pacaran yang itu2 aja pasti jadi bosan nantinya. Klo trus ky gt bisa jd garing. Misal, kci surprise pas ultah, ajak jalan ke pantai sambil liat sunset, ato sms yang kci kata romantis (tp jgn gombal yach^^)

4. Komunikasi lancar
Katakan terus terang apa yang kita rasain dan langsung ke pokok masalah. Bicara dengan tenang dan kendaliin emosi. Pasti semua lancar

5. Jaga keseimbangan
Kenali dunia sang pacar juga.. jangan egois minta dia tahu dunia kita doank

6. Pendukung setia
Saling dukung (hal positif pastinya) dengan pacar

7. Saling percaya
The most important!!! Yakin aja klo dia sayang, dll.. Tapi kita jg mst bikin dia yakin klo kita sayang, jujur, dll sama dia...

WARNIG SIGN
1. Susah dihubungi
2. Sering boong
3. Mudah emosi
4. Terlalu ngekang
4 sign yang mst diperhatikan... mesti ati2 klo pacar uda tunjukin sign itu....

I AM GRUMPY.
17.45
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Minggu, 02 Desember 2007

♥ My FeeLing....

He cut his hair.... more handsome^^...
Uda gt, dia mau ku buatin gelang gt...
Skalian ulang punya canny... ku mau buatin dia lg...hehehehe....^^
Sweet bgt c dia^^

I think I didn't love Mr. A d... Just friend...
Why i can say like that?? Becoz, i didn't feel anything now....weird kan??

Now, I feel desperate,.... I dunno why.... ga nak bgt rasanya...

Help me... I need to concentrate for study...What should I do if i have feeling like this....

So sad and desperate...
My feeling.........

I AM GRUMPY.
18.15
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