Jumat, 30 November 2007
♥ 10 Worst part in my life
First: Ga di terima di univ manapun.......
Second: Love sum1 that I never conscious that I love him
Third: Know him since along time.. and not proper to be his girl....
Fourth: Get sick during the final exam and have to do the remediation.........
Fifth: become fatter!!! Oh no... I'm in diet now!!!^^
Sixth: No one cares bout me again...........
Seventh: Lose my friends........ Feel lonely again........
Eight: Ada sesuatu yang slalu ganjel di pikiran ku and ga taw apa itu....... selalu bikin aku jd ngeblank........ since became the committee of live in nie... and made my test result decrease............................
Ninth: Feel scared......... but no one knows bout this............. Become far away from God (Sedang berjalan untuk terus deket sm God).....
Tenth:
Going crazy and more stressful...
What a sad life of mine.........
Second: Love sum1 that I never conscious that I love him
Third: Know him since along time.. and not proper to be his girl....
Fourth: Get sick during the final exam and have to do the remediation.........
Fifth: become fatter!!! Oh no... I'm in diet now!!!^^
Sixth: No one cares bout me again...........
Seventh: Lose my friends........ Feel lonely again........
Eight: Ada sesuatu yang slalu ganjel di pikiran ku and ga taw apa itu....... selalu bikin aku jd ngeblank........ since became the committee of live in nie... and made my test result decrease............................
Ninth: Feel scared......... but no one knows bout this............. Become far away from God (Sedang berjalan untuk terus deket sm God).....
Tenth:


What a sad life of mine.........
I AM
GRUMPY.
22.57
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22.57
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♥ Confuse.................
Hh.. Bener2 bingung untuk describe my feeling...
Is it true loev or just love as friends??/
Sum1 said to me... klo ku mau melihat dia kembali kaya dulu ubahlah dia dgn rasa sayang kita... jgn kesampingkan perasaan kita and kita jd setengah2 ngrubah dia....
Argh..... bingung...................................................................................................................................
is it ok if i love him???
Hh....
Feel ugly, more fat nie,,, diet!!!!^^
Nilai turun bgt.... dari seblm live in uda gt... what happen to me??
Became far from God... God i'm so sorry.... I want back to You,,,,
Help me..............
HH... ga bisa describe bgt.... apa ya.......... bingung....
Love you......
Is it true loev or just love as friends??/
Sum1 said to me... klo ku mau melihat dia kembali kaya dulu ubahlah dia dgn rasa sayang kita... jgn kesampingkan perasaan kita and kita jd setengah2 ngrubah dia....
Argh..... bingung...................................................................................................................................
is it ok if i love him???
Hh....
Feel ugly, more fat nie,,, diet!!!!^^
Nilai turun bgt.... dari seblm live in uda gt... what happen to me??
Became far from God... God i'm so sorry.... I want back to You,,,,
Help me..............
HH... ga bisa describe bgt.... apa ya.......... bingung....
Love you......
I AM
GRUMPY.
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Senin, 26 November 2007
♥ Senin, 27 November 2007
Feeling guilty.... feeling sad... feeling bad... feeling sick..... feel confused... feel desperate... feel dissapointed... feel ugly... feel embarrassed.....feel..............
Hh... dunno how to describe my feeling........
Need sum1 to talk...
Td mau konseling, batal gr2 remed mat!.. skg uda ga taw mst mong apa..........
bsk turun jg ga nak..... ganggu istirahat orang.......... huhu..........
That group?? sumtimes i'm lazy to share.......... God help me..........
Why? everytime i say no, this feeling grow up more and more?? Don't you know how is it?? SO confused......... Hurt... Sad... Unhappy....... Why this feeling grow up more and more??
I can't love him......... but i will love him always.............
Can I change you to be a good man like usual?? Maybe not change, but open your mind to become better than now...........
I know that we live in this world not to find a perfect person to love. but to learn how to love unperfect person in perfect way

Hh... dunno how to describe my feeling........
Need sum1 to talk...
Td mau konseling, batal gr2 remed mat!.. skg uda ga taw mst mong apa..........
bsk turun jg ga nak..... ganggu istirahat orang.......... huhu..........
That group?? sumtimes i'm lazy to share.......... God help me..........
Why? everytime i say no, this feeling grow up more and more?? Don't you know how is it?? SO confused......... Hurt... Sad... Unhappy....... Why this feeling grow up more and more??
I can't love him......... but i will love him always.............
Can I change you to be a good man like usual?? Maybe not change, but open your mind to become better than now...........
I know that we live in this world not to find a perfect person to love. but to learn how to love unperfect person in perfect way

I AM
GRUMPY.
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Minggu, 25 November 2007
♥ Minggu, 25 November 2007
PM!! Uda tes,...tinggal tunggu pngumuman tgl 30.............
Gosh........ why I should have this feeling???
Gosh........ why I should have this feeling???
I AM
GRUMPY.
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Senin, 19 November 2007
♥ Senin, 19 NOvember 2007
Boring day.......... Kenapa daku jadi menurun skali nilainya?? apa lagi akun....HUHU....
Ow... jadi ingat perjalanan pas padang^^.. I think this feeling will grow again in my heart^^...
I miss this part in my life.. Fall in love.. heart beating when you near him...hehe...
ADakah tempat untuk mengisi kesepian di hati ini?? So many friends... but, i alway feel lonely... what's wrong with me?? only God's my friend who always stay with me...
Natal... Finally kebentuk panitianya... and ku di minta untuk jadi WL sama Lisa... and i said 'yes'.. I miss to make this X-mas mbisa menyadarkan remaja kaput dengan segala tujuan yang ada... mau memperbaiki kesalahan pada natal2 sebelumnya...
Fight for natal!!! Cia yo Pascal!!! you're the leader in here!!!
GBU all committe.....
Ow... jadi ingat perjalanan pas padang^^.. I think this feeling will grow again in my heart^^...
I miss this part in my life.. Fall in love.. heart beating when you near him...hehe...
ADakah tempat untuk mengisi kesepian di hati ini?? So many friends... but, i alway feel lonely... what's wrong with me?? only God's my friend who always stay with me...
Natal... Finally kebentuk panitianya... and ku di minta untuk jadi WL sama Lisa... and i said 'yes'.. I miss to make this X-mas mbisa menyadarkan remaja kaput dengan segala tujuan yang ada... mau memperbaiki kesalahan pada natal2 sebelumnya...
Fight for natal!!! Cia yo Pascal!!! you're the leader in here!!!
GBU all committe.....
I AM
GRUMPY.
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Kamis, 15 November 2007
♥ Kamis, 16 November 2007
This is the time........ You forget bout me... Who said that we are bestfriend 4 eva.. but, when you met your 'heart' you forget bout me... Orang ada disitu ato ga ga akan pernah sadar....
Are you my true bestfriend?? I don't think so.... That's why I always feel comfort with other friend.....
Mang uda beda... IPA or IPS... Kalian slalu mandang gw gampangan kan??? Cm gr2 gw lebi santai..........HH!!!!!
Do you know how lonely your friend?? How sad your friend????
I'm not sure you know that.... Where are you when I feel sad?? when I feel angry with live in?? no one of you with me..........

Are you my true bestfriend?? I don't think so.... That's why I always feel comfort with other friend.....
Mang uda beda... IPA or IPS... Kalian slalu mandang gw gampangan kan??? Cm gr2 gw lebi santai..........HH!!!!!
Do you know how lonely your friend?? How sad your friend????
I'm not sure you know that.... Where are you when I feel sad?? when I feel angry with live in?? no one of you with me..........

I AM
GRUMPY.
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21.20
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Minggu, 11 November 2007
♥ Minggu, 11 November 2007
Finally it's done.......Live in, Padang.....
Thx God 4 everything............. Gud weather, gud place, etc....
Have sweet journey with^^... hehehe....
But, there's sumthing that i don't understand.....
Is it true that "cinta datang karena biasa"
I'm not sure it's a love. I have known him 4 a long time. I think it's just a friend..
But, sumtimes, i feel jealous. and i know i can't love him
I know his attitude, characteristic, or what will happen if i love him........
Help me please.................................
Bingung..................................
Thx God 4 everything............. Gud weather, gud place, etc....
Have sweet journey with^^... hehehe....
But, there's sumthing that i don't understand.....
Is it true that "cinta datang karena biasa"
I'm not sure it's a love. I have known him 4 a long time. I think it's just a friend..
But, sumtimes, i feel jealous. and i know i can't love him
I know his attitude, characteristic, or what will happen if i love him........
Help me please.................................
Bingung..................................
I AM
GRUMPY.
21.52
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21.52
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♥ Minggu, 11 November 2007
I AM
GRUMPY.
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